by Ernest Hemingway
There were only two Americans stopping at the
hotel. They did not know any of the people they passed on the stairs on their
way to and from their room. Their room was on the second floor facing the sea.
It also faced the public garden and the war monument. There were big palms and
green benches in the public garden. In the good weather there was always an
artist with his easel. Artists liked the way the palms grew and the bright
colours of the hotels facing the gardens and the sea. Italians came from a long
way off to look up at the war monument. It was made of bronze and glistened in
the rain. It was raining. The rain drippled from the palm trees. Water stood in
pools on the gravel paths. The sea broke in a long line in the rain and slipped
back down the beach to come up and break again in a long line in the rain. The
motor‑cars were gone from the square by the war monument. Across the
square in the doorway of the café a waiter stood looking out at the empty
square.
The American wife stood at the window looking
out. Outside right under their window a cat was crouched under one of the
dripping green tables. The cat was trying to make herself so compact that she
would not be dripped on.
"I'm going down and get that kitty,"
the American wife said.
"I'll do it," her husband offered
from the bed.
"No, I'll get it. The poor kitty out
trying to keep dry under a table."
The husband went on reading, lying propped up
with the two pillows at the foot of the bed.
"Don't get wet," he said.
The wife went downstairs and the hotel owner
stood up and bowed to her as she passed the office. His desk was at the far end
of the office. He was an old man and very tall.
"Il piove," the wife said. She liked
the hotel‑keeper.
"Si, si, Signora, brutto tempo. It is very bad weather."
He stood behind his desk in the far end of the
dim room. The wife liked him. She liked the deadly serious way he received any
complaints. She liked his dignity. She liked the way he wanted to serve her.
She liked the way he felt about being a hotel‑keeper. She liked his old,
heavy face and big hands.
Liking him she opened the door and looked out. It was raining harder. A man in a rubber cape was crossing the empty square to the cafe. The cat would be around to the right. Perhaps she could go along under the eaves. As she stood in the doorway an umbrella opened behind her. It was the maid who looked after their room.
"You must not get wet," she smiled,
speaking Italian. Of course, the hotel‑keeper had sent her.
With the maid holding the umbrella over her,
she walked along the gravel path until she was under their window. The table
was there, washed bright green in the rain, but the cat was gone. She was
suddenly disappointed. The maid looked up at her.
"Ha perduta qualque cosa, Signora?"
"There was a cat," said the American
girl.
"A cat?"
"Si, il gatto."
"A cat?" the maid laughed. "A
cat in the rain?"
"Yes," she said, "under the
table." Then, "Oh, I wanted it so much. I wanted a kitty."
When she talked English the maid's face had
tightened.
"Come, Signora." she said. "We
must get back inside. You will be wet."
"I suppose so," said the American
girl.
They went back along the gravel path and passed
in the door. The maid stayed outside to close the umbrella. As the American
girl passed the office, the padrone bowed from his desk. Something felt very
small and tight inside the girl. The padrone made her feel very small and at
the same time really important. She had a momentary feeling of being of supreme
importance. She went on up the stairs. She opened the door of the room. George
was on the bed, reading.
"Did you get the cat?" he asked,
putting the book down.
"It was gone.
"Wonder where it went to?" he said,
resting his eyes from reading. She sat down on the bed.
"I wanted it so much," she said.
"I don't know why I wanted it so much. I wanted that poor kitty. It isn't
any fun to be a poor kitty out in the rain." George was reading again.
She went over and sat in front of the mirror of
the dressing‑table, looking at herself with the hand glass. She studied
her profile, first one side and then the other. Then she studied the back of
her head and her neck.
"Don't you think it would be a good idea
if I let my hair grow out?" she asked, looking at her profile again.
George looked up and saw the back of her neck,
clipped close like a boy's. ''I like it the way it is.''
"I get so tired of it," she said.
"I get so tired of looking like a boy." George shifted his position
in the bed. He hadn't looked away from her since she started to speak.
"You look pretty darn nice," he said.
She laid the mirror down on the dresser and
went over to the window and looked out. It was getting dark.
"I want to pull my hair back tight and smooth and make a big knot at the back that I can feel," she said. "I want to have a kitty sit on my lap and purr when I stroke her.''
"Yeah?" George said from the bed.
"And I want to eat at a table with my own
silver and I want candles. And I want it to be spring and I want to brush my
hair out in front of a mirror and I want a kitty and I want some new
clothes."
"Oh, shut up and get something to
read," George said. He was reading again.
His wife was looking out of the window. It was
quite dark now and still raining in the palm trees.
"Anyway, I want a cat," she said.
"I want a cat. I want a cat now. If I can't have long hair or any fun, I
can have a cat."
George was not listening. He was reading his
book. His wife looked out of the window where the light had come on in the
square.
Someone knocked at the door.
"Avanti," George said. He looked up
from his book.
In the doorway stood the maid. She held a big
tortoiseshell cat pressed tight against her and swung down against her body.
"Excuse me," she said, "the
padrone asked me to bring this for the Signora."